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6 wear a stupid bunny suit. You wear a stupid man suit. [05 Mar 2004|04:02pm] [ mood | ditzy ] [ music | brand new - the quiet things that no one ever knows ] The time has come for colds and overcoats. We're quiet on the ride, we're all just waiting to get home. Another week away, my greatest fear. I need the smell of summer, I need its noises in my ears. If looks could really kill, then my profession would be staring. Please know we do this cause we care and not for the thrill. Collect calls to home To tell them that I realize that Everyone who lives will someday die and die alone. [Chorus:] And we won't let you in. Though we're down and out. We won't let you in. I wrote more postcards than hooks. I read more maps than books. Feel like every chance to leave Is another chance I should have took. Every minute is a mile. I've never felt so hallow. I'm an old abandoned church With broken pews and empty aisles. My secrets for a buck. Watch me as I cut myself wide open on this stage. Yes, I am paid to spill my guts. I won't see home till spring. Oh, I would kill for the Atlantic, But I am paid to make girls panic While I sing. [Chorus] And we won't let you in. We don't want what isn't ours. We won't let you in. You win. And the coastline is quiet. While we're quietly losing control. Yes, we're silent but sure we inventened the cure That will wash out my memories of her. "The harpoon is loaded. The cage is lowered. The water is red." Like you. --Brand New - I Will Play My Game Beneath the Spin Light. --- If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone. And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget. If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state. You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way. And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down. Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out. It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. So call it quits or get a grip. Say you wanted a solution. You just wanted to be missed. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget... You are calm and reposed. Let your beauty unfold. Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close. You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin. Standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget. --Brand New - The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot yeah. a couple new songs of the week/month. sheesh. its been a while since ive updated this thing. sorry to anyone who isnt seeing my new one. its really not that hard to find, but im still not going to just give out the link... yet. so, anyways. Rec dance tonight. \m/ slow dance with someone. thats my goal.

4 wear a stupid bunny suit. You wear a stupid man suit. [29 Feb 2004|12:49pm] [ mood | like woah. ] [ music | evanescence - breathe no more ] list of people that i consider to be good friends (hingham people only)- tommy r steph s steph s greg r christine e sarah w mckenzie l rachel b shelia a jason c drew m alex c deirdre s katie m ashley s kevin r aaron s chris w zach h sarah g jen q kayla q matt s ...that was harder than i thought. for some reason, i bet that if nearly any of those people i listed had to do alist like this, they wouldnt include me. so, tonight is the evanescence concert that i hate my parents about. fuck, im so pissed at them. argh. lots of homework to do, mostly world geo. i really dont want to do it... but i will. later.

6 wear a stupid bunny suit. You wear a stupid man suit. Quiz time. [18 Feb 2004|03:49pm] [ mood | devious ] [ music | semisonic - closing time ] You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying. "And The Vampire was all that remained on the blood drowned creation. She attempted to regrow life from the dead. But as she was about to give the breath of life, she was consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the cycle began again." Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek) and Isis (Egyptian). The Vampire is associated with the concept of death, the number 9, and the element of fire. Her sign is the eclipsed moon. As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic individual. You may be a little idealistic, but you are very grounded and down to earth. You realize that not everything lasts, but you savor every minute of the good times. While you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you have strong ties with people that will never be broken. Vampires are the best friends to have because they are sensible. Which Mythological Form Are You? brought to you by Quizilla *** Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't been in much relationships or you need to work on how to handle them. You always seem lost in a daydream about the person you care about most. PLEASE RATE What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS* brought to you by Quizilla *** You are the silver moonlight. You have a deep soul. Many people call you mysterious but they just don't know you. You are often alone but shine hope on every one else. People look up to you and call to you for advice. You have been betrayed but you have forgaven them. Your faith in life has made you an inspiration to us all. You are intelligent, quiet, beautiful, and kind. You will become very sucessful. Your dream career could maybe deal with the joy of music. Keep up the spirit and let your mind drift to the shining hope of the silver moon. What shade of moonlight are you? (Boys or Girls) brought to you by Quizilla *** Snow Angel Please rate this quiz I worked really hard on the pics and everything thanks and I hope that you have had fun NEW!! Which Angel are you?(pics for anyone/14 outcomes!!) brought to you by Quizilla *** You are guided by water. You are generally calm and peaceful, but you can be very destructive without even realizing it.(Rate my test) What force is your soul? brought to you by Quizilla // You are guided by darkness. Chances are you are depressed, or you just always see things in a negative point of view. You sit back and take everything in. You are the gentle giant. But one day you will snap. (Rate my test) What force is your soul? brought to you by Quizilla *** Seer The ULTIMATE personality test brought to you by Quizilla *** Your Heart is Grey What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by Quizilla *** Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's beauty and just the life that no-one else sees. Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't mean you're not friendly! Please rate ^^ What kind of dark person are you? brought to you by Quizilla *** And then quizilla started being a whore. More later, when quizilla gets back up, then i can get to the band quizzes. Dun dun dun.

15 wear a stupid bunny suit. You wear a stupid man suit. [14 Feb 2004|07:44pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | the simpsons ] 1. I ____ Grant. 2. Grant is ____. 3. If I were alone in a room with Grant, I would _______. 4. I think Grant should _____. 5. Grant needs ______. 6. I want to _______ Grant. 7. If I used one word to describe Grant, it'd be ______. 8. I know that Grant likes ______. 9. When I think of Grant, I think of _______. 10. Someday, I think Grant will ________. 11. My favorite memory of Grant is _________. 12. Grant's best quality is ________. 13. Grant's worst quality is _______. fill out please.

2 wear a stupid bunny suit. You wear a stupid man suit. this post goes for hingham people only [13 Feb 2004|10:08pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | matchbox twenty - if youre gone ] i dont know whats wrong with me tonight. im just thinking. i think i have friends. i know there are people who would call me their friend. but... its just like, there are always so many people before me. i am nobodies 'best friend'. i want to be somebodies best friend. i want to be somebodies boyfriend. i want to somebodies real friend. most of these people i like to call my friends, i wouldnt tell a single thing about how i was feeling or anything. i want somebody to think "i want to do something tonight," and when they think of someone to go out with, they think of me and call me. there's an awful lot of breathing room, but i can hardly move. i dont know why i just wrote that. i love that line though. and while im thinking about lyrics... i think ive got a lot of friends, but i dont hear from them. whats another night all alone when youre spending every day on your own?

You wear a stupid man suit. [13 Feb 2004|07:07pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | nothing, for once. ] "You know I have always wondered what people think of me. It's hard to think of what I look like to other people. I mean I have been looking out for my whole life. I'm not sure how to look in. I'm guessing most people don't even really see me at all. I'm kinda quiet unless I'm at home or just plain hyper. I would like to think i'm a nice person. I don't really recall doing anything too horrible. I think i'm pretty much just one of those people that you see everyday in school. A familiar face. When I pass by we might say hello and then move right along and think nothing of it really. If you know me better than you might have talked to me and noticed that I don't usually have too much to say and our conversations die pretty quick and all of a sudden we both have somewhere to go. If I open up more then you might see that I am not all that funny but I have my moments. I like to do random weird things like making strange noises or faces. If you are one of my friends I would hope you think I am a pretty good person. The fact that I have some friends must mean that I have done something right. There are many different reasons that people befriended me and I don't know them. I guess that one is going to have to be left for my friends to decide."  --angeleyes2854 AKA jamie morris. that is, like... me. scary.

5 wear a stupid bunny suit. You wear a stupid man suit. [11 Feb 2004|06:00pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | afi - a winter's tale ] i got meself a new LJ. i would say the username here, but there are a few people i would rather not have looking at the journal. anyways, i already have the people i would tell added to my friends list. so you can just check your "friend of..." list and if you see a new screen name, its probably mine, and just add me back. i also need a background/format for the new LJ. anyone help me?

7 wear a stupid bunny suit. You wear a stupid man suit. [09 Feb 2004|06:31pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | dashboard confessional - rapid hope loss ] i made SEMSBA! WEEEEEEEEEEEE! i cant believe i made it. the only other person i heard was caroline (reddy), and i was blown away when she didnt make it. anywho. grammys last night. i convinced my parents to let me stay up til 10:30 or so. when i went to bed, i listened to the broadcast on mix 98.5 / the tv (my cd player can listen to tv stations). i have a lit of homework to do. i dont feel like doing my math. or studying. so i guess i should... do something else. later. kaEDIT-- http://www.mtv.com/music/viewers_pick/ you = go there. you can see chris carrabba with long hair. dont forget to vote! (chris carrabba = dashboard confessional. its their new video for Rapid Hope Loss. check it out.)

You wear a stupid man suit. [07 Feb 2004|02:46pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | christina aguilera - walk away ] weee. today was SEMSBA auditions. i actually think i did pretty good. we left the high school at 8:45 AM to go to sharon high school for the auditions. for most of the time, i had the CD to the song we had to sing in, on repeat, and the sheet music so i could actually learn my part. katie hughes let me listen to simple plan for a while. i need to get that CD. anyways, we got there, and i was sort of confident that i knew my part. all of the chorus people were herded into the auditorium. there was only... 6 of us (9 were supposed to be there) and i was the only baritone/male. there were four altos, and one soprano, caroline reddy. me and caroline were taken down one hallway when the people were ready for us. it was pretty nervewracking waiting outside the door for the judges to call me in. there was a high school kid waiting to go in for his audition too who was really nice. he introduced himself to me, shook my hand, asked if i was nervous, wished me luck and all that... it actually made me feel a little bit better. then i went in, and i had to do a scale (do re mi fa so la ti do ti la so fa mi re do). then i did the song with the CD, and i only had a few wrong notes. i think im gonna make it. after i came out, i hung out with caroline for a while. she was really nervous. when she went in, i stuck around and could hear here through the door, she was really good. she thought she did horribly, of course. then we walked down to the cafeteria, where we had to wait for everyone else to be done. my basketball game was at 12:00, and it was already 11:00, so i figured i would call my parents and tell them that i wouldnt be able to make it to the game. when i called, i got my brother, and asked for dad. he said he wasnt there and gave it to mom. while i was talking, i was pacing, and i looked up and saw my dad was there, pacing along with me, just on the outside of the building (it was a window). so he drove me to my game and i got there right at the beginning, even though i would rather have stayed at the school til everyone left. oh well. and we won our game, easily. and now here i am. i might be going out later... given i could find someone to go with. :shrug: and bless you if you read that whole thing.

You wear a stupid man suit. [06 Feb 2004|06:00pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | josh groban - my december ] grr. the stupid rec dance was cancelled cause of stupid rain and snow. >:[ anyways. i know i havent updated in a while. a lot of stuff happened. uhm... went to a surprise party for jason last saturday, that was awesome. then the next day, i did my science project and went over to jason's for the super bowl. which, too, was awesome. then school was normal for the whole week, except tuesday. tuesday i got to skip school and go into boston for the parade with kayne, andy, pat, jamie, and steph (all of whom are either my brothers or my brother's friends). it was cool. we had really good spots and could see the parade really well. they set up a jumbotron in the common, so we didnt have to fight our way into the plaza place. anyways. back to today. yeah, the rec dance was cancelled due to snow and rain and stuff, even though the roads really arent that bad. and my brother totaled his car. completly and utterly. now im stuck here with nothing to do. tomorrow, i have to go tryout for junior SEMSBA. im so unprepared for that... im thinking of faking sick just so i wont have to go; but the thing is, i really want to do it. blah. someone do something tonight with moi.

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